Friday, June 4, 2010

Stepping Out The Cocoon

Last year I started writing about a few situations that came along with my life, what I have been through and finally a sum of thoughts.

One year later, I feel that that same day I sat in front of my laptop and started typing without any established thoughts, putting down into words what came out of my heart; I was in a way reborn.

The Awakening of my awareness just a little towards LIFE.

With a still limited perspective, as that of a baby who discovers that he can start giving steps towards an unimagined new world .

Today I consider myself as a toddler, with tiny hands reaching out to find knowledge and wisdom within myself, the real Me. Only the truth of who I Am will set me free.

I am in the path of exploring the hidden terrain of my mind. How I act and react to different situations. I know there’s a lot to learn about myself.

I struggle to stay on an emotional balance day to day and it is not at all easy. Finding equilibrium, getting rid of my egoic mind is such a hard work. I am overcome with sadness for days or hours, still, I am putting a great deal of energy in finding the way to manage my emotions in a more efficient way.

I am encouraged to keep on developing my awareness to a new dimension of consciousness, although achieving this may take a very long time